Flippin stressed.

Written on Sunday, October 15th, 2006 @ 11:41pm

That $6 investment I made in a pint of Cold Stone’s Creamery chocolate ice cream with chocolate chips, brownie pieces, and gummi bears was really worth it. It is now my new comfort food.

I had sort of a mental break-down tonight. For awhile now I’ve began to feel a lot of stress coming from school and tonight I pretty much had it. Joshua kinda coaxed it out of me thinking my “mehness” had to do with me working shifts with a certain manager. The latter is not a problem, but more a dreading feeling of knowing that any freetime I have after work has to be devoted to stupid school work (aka research paper for history).

I’m just so sick of school. I miss my summer so much because back then I only had to worry about working. Now I have a million other things to focus on plus work. It’s crazy because I am so busy and so stressed out I don’t even have the time to miss Joshua. I wanted to be busy but not to the extent of ruining my sanity.

So, if you guys don’t see me on here for awhile, you know why. I hate that it has to be like this because working on my site and writing for my readers is like my escape from life. I guess I just won’t be able to escape as much as I would like to.

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