My mom has been staying with me since last Thursday. Almost a week she’s been at my house. Tonight she left to go spend the night at my grandparent’s house and tomorrow she is going back home. When she walked out the door tonight, Joshua pulled me onto the bed to do the yay-we-have-privacy-cuddle and I started crying. Why? Because I missed my mom. Yes, me, a girl who has been living perfectly fine on her own for almost five months breaks down the second her mom leaves her. I guess it’s because she has done so darn much to help me around the house, like spending the majority of her time here working on my yard, and I feel like I haven’t done something to show I care. She’s going to meet up with me after work tomorrow before she goes home so I’ll treat her to Starbucks or something.

I don’t know how to feel about work right now. By the time I had my first 15 minute break yesterday, I was so serious about quitting. I was slightly reprimanded about putting ONC applications in customer’s bags (something that I got praised about before). Not only was I reprimanded about something that I felt confirmed me being singled out, but this was also done in front of another associate (one of the two I have a feeling don’t like me). I kept to myself for the rest of my shift, but I ended up talking to another supervisor about how I’ve been feeling for the past few weeks. It was really nice to have someone to talk to and she assured me if I needed anything to just come to her. We’ll just see how things go from here now.

I can’t believe that in a little over a week the series will be over. I just can’t believe it’s finally the end. Kinda bittersweet.

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