I’m not hiding it anymore

Written on Monday, October 22nd, 2007 @ 10:17pm

It’s so weird being up this late and being alone. By alone, I mean I am the only one awake. Joshua went to bed almost two hours ago because he’s really sick with what I believe to be a cold flu. I’m trying my best to take care of him while at the same time prevent myself from getting sick. Lord knows that’s the last thing I need!

My weekend was good, despite being frustrated at work. It’s getting to the point now where I’m just dreading coming to work and can’t help but get pissed off at the way management is handling things, especially in preparation for holiday season. I’m already planning on getting a new job once I can get my availability open more. The only way I’d stay at Old Navy now is if I got trained and promoted to supervisor, something I’ve been wanting for a very long time. Since I am 99% that ain’t going to happen, I’ll be bidding Gap Inc. adieu tres soon! It’s too bad, because I really do like working for Old Navy, but the managers at this store are waaay too into themselves and their favorite people. Bottom line the priorities are way off, and I feel like I’m the only one cares. I’ve decided to stop caring, because it doesn’t get me anything except an attitude from management thus pushing me farther from my goal of being supervisor. I know I’ve already screwed myself over, so there’s no point in trying. All I can do is take what I’ve learned and move on. Besides, I’d love to have a job that’s closer to home, and just an overall more professional environment. That’s what I miss about BBW; not like I’d go back to that, but I miss the professionalism.

ANYWAY - sorry for my rambling, I’ve just been really frustrated with work lately and we all know this blog is my outlet for frustration. Other than work, I had a nice weekend with Joshua. Since we got back from San Diego life got really busy for us, so we barely got to see each other throughout the week. I think that getting to spend time with him and knowing I wouldn’t be working so much really helped ease down my stress level and just made the weekend more enjoyable. We had lunch with the grandparents at Sizzler’s on Sunday, and ran a few errands along with cleaning out the fish tank. Fun stuff!

I’ve been looking over past LJ entries and am kinda sad I don’t write like I used to. I’m going to try to work on that more and try to get daily updates instead of every few days.

Welp, now that I have both cats inside the house, I’m gonna go wash my face and join Joshua in bed for sleepy time. Goodnight!

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Carolynne commented on Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007, 11:53 am

That sucks that Joshua is sick. I hope you don’t get sick either…but that is what usually happens: if one person in the house is sick, everyone eventually catches it. I am crossing my fingers for you though!

I know what you mean about being frustrated at work. I hope it works out for you…or I hope you get a new job. Change is always good and it sounds like you need one LOL ;)