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Saw It Coming Because It’s Her
Written on Monday, April 28th, 2008 @ 10:34pm

SO. I totally love (and I knew this was gonna happen) how Megan decided to turn this whole thing around like it’s my fault and I betrayed her trust and BLAH EFFIN BLAH. Her latest blog entry states she is upset that she can’t reconcile with me and that because I haven’t responded to her “I’m sorry but…” letters (yeah she sent me another one) she’s too righteous to keep trying.

I think in my own heart I can forgive her without her apologizing or forgiving me. I’m letting go. I have tried to fix things; it’s not worked. I feel that if things are to get better, I need to let her come to the same place I have. I’m letting go and letting God take the rains.

I need to apologize to her? FOR WHAT?! For me not responding? Its not like she asked me to say anything back. She pretty much said, “Here are my lame false reasons for dissing on your fam. They suck. Can we still be friends? Love, Megan”

There’s nothing to say sorry to me about, really. She needs to apologize to my mom, my grandparents, and Nana. If she didn’t want the things she said to get to those people, she shouldn’t have said them in the first place and on the INTERNET of all places. I mean that’s just like the rules of Internetism!

ARGH. Now Smelly is finally understanding what I mean when say Megan has always though she was better than me. barf

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Smelly commented on Monday, April 28th, 2008, 10:40 pm

NICE —> “Here are my lame false reasons for dissing on your fam. They suck. Can we still be friends? Love, Megan” I love your sarcasm. I am ready to be done with this family BS. I am not holding a grudge against her, I just want her to leave us alone, she’s caused waaaay too much drama for our family.

Des commented on Tuesday, April 29th, 2008, 8:46 am

That’s definitely really pathetic… if anyone dissed my family, I would bring them before God, and ask God to forgive me because I would sin against that person. I read your other post, and I was AMAZED. In my culture, you have to respect your elders, no matter how much you disagree with them. If you do not agree with them, still respect and accept, and just distance yourself then, don’t say stupid things like that over the internet. And above all to still be righteous about what she had to say and stands against them? She’s probably one of these people who never want to say sorry and be proven wrong or have to acknowledge that maybe they did make a mistake. I despise those kinds of people. Ugh.

Christine commented on Tuesday, April 29th, 2008, 10:03 am

so much drama! you must be so tired *hugs*

i think you did the right thing in being distant, she’s proving her lack of sincerity by making it a big deal all about her, so that shows you even if you did accept her rather lousy excuse for an apology she’d prolly start it all up again next chance she has ~_~

Melissa commented on Tuesday, May 6th, 2008, 4:42 pm

UGH. Wow. I hate it when people try and flip things around like that.

And LOL…I feel cruel…but “letting God take the rains”…the RAINS! THE CLOUDS! THE SNOW! Gotta love spelling mistakes.

I told you I was silly today. XD

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