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CategoriesIt’s in God’s Hands Now
Written on Friday, September 26th, 2008 @ 9:12pm Written on Friday, September 26th, 2008 @ 9:12pmHere is what’s going on with my Nana. I’m quoting what Megan (yes, that Megan) said in a bulletin since my dad confirmed this is what’s going on.
My dad’s mom, my Nana, was taken to the hospital today for stomach flu like symptoms. It turns out, due to surgeries she had in the past, some bowel pipes ruptured and caused massive infections. She was told that if she didn’t have surgery immediately it would kill her, but the likelihood she would survive surgery was 1%. She beat the odds and made it through surgery, but we don’t know if she will fully recover.
The doctors are to have to continue flushing out these infections over the next few days. Either she’s going to recover real quick or go down hill real quick. I pray to God it’s not the latter. I am not ready to deal with losing a loved one. I’m just not.
Joshua and I are leaving tomorrow. Even though there’s a possibility my Nana may not know I’m there, I still want to be there. I want to make my peace with her. Despite all the lame family bullshit, I love her dearly. I don’t want to lose her.
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I hope everything turns out for the better, I really do.
I am so sorry to hear about this. Keep strong. <3