Um … hi El Jay. I guess I’ll talk to you since you’re the only one who cares at the moment & will not be wanky about my newfound happiness & think I’m being a smug bitch.
To start with, I caved in and asked Michael to Homecoming via the poem and he said yes. So [...]

Today was bloody fantastic. First time in my life I have ever felt popular/loved and probably the first time in my history of having a cell phone that I actually used it the most.
To start with, last night at work while me & CCB were being all flirty I had him put his cell [...]

After feeling all giddy & good about the opposite sex last night (particularly CCB & HCB), things have gone kind of opposite. Today I went shopping with my non-related twin Christina & we went to McDonalds for lunch, in which I got to speak to HCB the first time in like 3 weeks. So aside [...]

Ick someone made popcorn & the smell is drifting throughout the house & into my room. Eww so gross. I hate the smell of popcorn. Makes me sick. I like popcorn & all, but not the smell when it comes out of the microwave. Too much for me to handle.
Well I have [...]

Me: Being stalked has caused me to somewhat give me knots in my stomach
Me: therefore knots = lost of appetite
Sandy: stalked?
Me: well excessively hit on?
Me: I dunno … thought he was cute and all but now he keeps visiting me and texting me and my friend Kelli warned me about getting involved with him and [...]

I don’t know what my problem is. I’m thoroughly convinced it was PMS + hormones making me all wanky because now I’m finished with my period & I feel just fine. But there is still some truth in my conversation with Sandy.
I do feel like things are going a little fast with CCB. But then [...]

Here El Jay, I think you should read the text messages exchanged between me & CCB in the last 24 hours … And this he just randomly sent to me while we were working.
CCB: I hope I haven’t freaked you out or anything … I’m just really energetic & playful around people … I just [...]

In continuation from yesterday’s emotional fuckwittage of text messaging, here is the latest message I recieved:
CCB: Well, maybe a little*, but I don’t know you that well, and I do have a 1/2 girlfriend (kind of) …
*Referring to the fact of his interest in me
In the words of Sarah, WTF? This would definitely be defined [...]

CCB: Hello!! Just to let you know I’m totally single again … Well I broke it off because she just wanted to fool around but didn’t want a relationship, which I do …
Me: Uh … *happydance* ?
CCB: I’ve noticed that you keep glancing over at me ;) … Hehe.
Me: Me glancing? Mwaha! Have fun!
Damnit. [...]

I don’t know what to write. I’ve started to write stuff & then I’ll select it all and backspace it because it doesn’t sound right or I can’t write enough about it without sounding stupid.
I guess the main thing on my mind right now is the opposite sex. CCB, HCB & Michael in particular. I [...]